My TRP bros, it's been 3.5 months, and I must admit its because of YOU guys, that I lost 20 lbs and physically am in the best shape of my life, after only 2 months of relentless exercise. You guys are the best.

But can anyone plz tell me how to get rid of my BP past for good? I ruined a chance to fuck a hb8.5 chick last night because I was still depressed and thinking about my ex.. How long is this going to take? I have major Oneitis for my ex who lied and cheated on me, after reading RP content I decided to drop that bitch...

But then due to the fact that am not fully RP yet, I caved and tried to get her back, and she refused I decided to go with full fire and fury.. That didn't go very well.

I told her family about the sexual relationship we had. She's muslim, and I am too. So that's a big thing in our culture.

I also caused problems at her job to get her fired, and I had a fist fight with her brother, and I broke his nose when he came over to "sort things out"

Am I fucked up?

She sent me a text ~20 days ago on my bd that I didn't respond to yet..

I was following the no contact rule of TRP religiously but I can't deny that I miss her

I really do miss her.. Am I gay for missing her?