I've been going balls deep into trp for over a year now. Im still a work in progress. I still have more self self work to do and more plates to spin.

However, I still get oneitis a lot. I porked a 6/10 last night. An easy lay and a bit tubby. The blowjob was good. But I just didn't feel like any of it was really worth it. I don't have a high body count (im guessing somewhere between 10 and 20). A couple of them were tubby regrets, one of which gave me chronic prostatitis. Others were beautiful sluts that gave me the best sexual experiences of my life. Every time I put my dick in someone I get paranoid about stis etc. I just feel like I'd be happier and safer with an LTR. I'd like the familiarity and probably wouldn't feel as disgusted with myself like I would after a pump and dump. I'll likely get a lot of hate here for wanting that. But what I guess I'm trying to ask is, is it even viable in today sexual market place? It just feels like such a pipe dream.