Hi asktrp,

I am 19 and my gf 18, both together roughly 2 years. My issue is I wanna fuck other women, but I really enjoy her company. Traditional, pushes me to be better, treats me nearly like a king, and I seriously grew with her in the time we've been together. I know I want to fuck around and game, but I think what's stopping me is I am addicted to her. I guess that's another way of saying oneitis, but I tell myself it's hard to find a good fucking chick like this in our time, especially in the west.

I have no problems with sex, in fact she wants it more than me now and I can't always be in the mood and I have no explanation to why. Sometimes it's like we're fucking for the first time, and others I feel horrible not being able to give or get pleasure. I could just go and throw her away, but her parents just divorced, she just lost her job, and it's possible that she might not get accepted into her Uni 2 months from now, and basically the ship is extremely unstable. I thought the only thing I could do is stabilize her, provide some comfort throughout this harsh time, and then go. Another problem is I am scared of mentally scarring her if I leave at the wrong time when she's not prepared... that might just be my current emotional state blabbering but I am truly lost.

Am I addicted, is she worth it, how do I go about leaving if I do, is something wrong with me?