Hey rp. Just a little curious, is depression something that you necessarily know you have, or could you just have it?

Like im on testosterone, estrogen is leveled yet I am still tired all the time, cant get out of bed and now Im going through this anime phase.

Like I especially watch shows about the main character getting a lot of girls, or the best player, strongest dude, romance..etc. I feel like I am trying to watch the things where I am lacking. It is almost taking out my motivation to do anything but eat and watch anime. I didnt even leave my house yesterday at all.

When is it ok to do something? Should I limit anime to a certain amount of episodes? cut it out altogether?