So I know I shouldn’t be lurking around ex or even thinking about her. It’s been over 6 months around and I’ve improved a lot, been lifting look much bigger, smv is higher, cold showers, reading etc. basically minding my business trying to achieve my goals and forget about women for a while. Recently I stumbled upon her insta from the suggested. She deleted me off her insta before and I haven’t followed her back but her profile became public. So this ex of mine actually initiated the break up because of “work and stress and needing time” all the bs you can imagine. And now I open her insta and I see quotes and bs songs about leaving relationships and all that shit and I’m pretty sure she’s referring to me. It seems like she’s sad about it and wants me back and I’m wondering why the fuck she would if she broke up with me. It just makes me laugh honestly how she fucked me over and she’s putting shit like that. I know she hasn’t dated anyone since the time she left me and it’s clear that it’s directed towards me because she even tried talking to me a month back to start convo which I ignored.

Lol anyways I’m just wondering why is this bitch even thinking about me if she broke up with me. And don’t tell me to stop thinking about it, I just wanna know and understand why females work this way