Sorry for long post

Freshman in College. Was doing fairly well in hs, especially senior year, lifted good, was in great shape(no six pack but found out I had low T) smart, and pretty well endorsed.

Moved to college(for wrong reasons, came for girls and stuff and not for my career). started doing slightly well until out of nowhere I couldn't pick up a girl to save my life. Started "bulking" on the dorm food and gained 30-35lbs of pretty much fat. Stopped lifting ect.

Anyways I went to the doc and have been trying to get a treatment for low T, might be getting on Trt soon. Started working out again and eating right. Have cut down a couple pounds and already feeling much better.

Haven't been out in a while, trying to focus on school and stuff but when I do go out I literally do not know what to do, its like I lost my way with women. Ill go up to them, try to dance with them and get a bad look or something so Ill turn around. When I go up to another I ask for her name and then just awkward silence and I don't know what else to say so I walk away.

On top of all this found out old fwb from back home is banging some other guy so that's making me feel weak(I am here fapping while shes getting railed..and to make things even worse my roommate brings chicks home constantly so I am laying there(if im not asleep) listening to this bitch moaning, literally makes me feel like an idiot.

What am I doing wrong, been reading TRP but it just screams "be an asshole and youll get laid" but when the time comes it just never works for me.

I am focusing on myself btw but it is bringing me down to the point where I should be doing other things right now and I am procrastinating.

Any tips?