I seem to get addicted to everything I go near. When I was 15, I started smoking weed. Have been smoking for the last 6 years now, DAILY. I know it's a big fucking problem and I know it slows my progress the fuck down, but I just cant fucking help it.

Other than that, cigarettes obviously. Alcohol has never really been my thing, but I can imagine following my dads footsteps when I grow older and turning to alcohol, if I Dont deal with this fucking addiction issue. I also saw it in my previous girlfriends - I would get oneitis simply because I was addicted to the comfort and the sex. I am now on my own and trying to cope, trying to learn how to handle my shit. But I could use some pointers or quotes to help me out, cause shit I dont know what to do.

The only real thing holding me back from quitting weed is this: Will I lose my DGAF? When I smoke, I dont give a fuck obviously. It's like an overall thing when it's in my blood. Even if I didn't smoke for a day, I'd still be pretty careless the next day. However, there is NO WAY I can ever interact with girls when high. I am simply not available mentally to do that, which is why I never smoke before meeting a girl. And when I do, my mind is pretty clear and still alot of DGAF because of the THC in my blood from the day before. If I quit, will I become even more of a pussy?

Please help.