Well, i was a really retarded and cringy teenager/young adult and did some really embrassing stuff here and there some things woman related and stuff...

On the past 6 months i've beeen on monk mode, reading TRP, really changed my mind about a lof things and the things i do/did, but i can't change peoples minds about me.

Everytime i go somewhere and i see someone i know, i feel like they're talking shit about me behind my back or gossiping about me. I feel really uncomfortable.

Doe anyone feel or ever felt like this? How to deal with this?