My ex girlfriend broke up with me 3 months ago for someone else. This was cause I was fucking up and starting to lose passion and life due to the comfort of the relationship.

Since then I have doing everything my power to become a better man. Exercising, meditation, eating like a champ, and pursuing prosperous endeavors. I used my angry from the break-up to fuel this re-invention of myself.

The problem is I am still hurt about what she did and the thought of her being drilled by some other dude is demoralizing as fuck. The idea that she was able to bounce back so quickly cause shes a hot girl is demoralizing as fuck. The fact that other dudes have awesome field reports and I can't even get a number is demoralizing as fuck.

I get it though. Life is unfair and you just have to do what you gotta to do to get your own. I was just wondering if anyone here had any advice how to reframe the way I am seeing things or any advice whatsoever on this kind of situation. I am working on getting women into my life, but progress is slow and I haven't fucked since her. My jealousy and slow progress with women is starting to take a toll on me. Whats a guy gotta do to get some damn pussy around here, damnit.