So my wife has shutdown sex. She says she's not attracted to me any more. She says she loves me. I got turned to TRP and it has hit home. I HAVE been transformed into an complete supplicant husband and can see why she no longer is attracted to me. I'm just a grovelling dog by her side, doing tricks, hoping that she will throw me a sex snack once in a while.

I think we are at the brink of divorce. I don't think I have the same sex rank as her (but then again my hormones are probably making her look 2x as good as she really is). My guess is that she is a 7 or an 8. I'm probably a 6 or a 7. I have a good body, but am bald and have some grey.

For some reason, I got the idea that if I tried to explain that I found the red pill, and understand that the situation we are in is because of my lack of leadership, my lack of control, my lack of alpha, she would understand and possibly not be such a bitch to live with while I rectify the situation. She just blew off my explanation.

I started writing this to ask if I had made a mistake (talking about TRP), but in the process of actually writing this post, I see what a fucking fool I was.

She is attempting to cooperate (seeing a counselor) and can be pleasant, but I'm really loosing hope for the relationship (I'm also extremely impatient, how long do I give this thing???).

Thanks TRP for the words of wisdom and hope.