Hey, we have been in a LTR for 3 years. She visited her grandpa and father over the weekend in her home country. She slept only one hour at the day were she came back because she had to fly at 3 am and did have appointments at 8 am and work at 11am till 6pm. We met up afterwards and talked a bit and then fucked. I used some techniques from the sex god method and fucked her dominant and with dirty talking. After I came, she said something like: na na you aren't done, eat my pussy. I said: Say please. She said: You never say please when you want me to go doggy, I said: because I don't have to. She said please afterwards in a sweet manner. I licked her and she came.

After that, she sat there and said something like: I have to tell you a story/ tell you something. I got the vibe that she wanted to confess something. She hesitated for a brief moment and then this story: On her workplace, a language school with many homophobic middle eastern men, there was an transverstite who was probably treated badly by everyone especially in his home country. She ordered some food one day and it was too much so she gave him the remains. He was very thankfully because she treated him well and he gave her a gift that day, a small bracelet.

Afterwards I felt kinda off because she hesitated. She begann to ask me: why are you so quiet? Are you jealous? I told her no, why should I? he is a transverstite. But It all felt weird, like she wanted to confess something but chicken out or only told one part of the story. I told her that she was weird and that I don like it. She had to go home and we talked over messages again. She said that she didn't and never would cheat on me, that she didn't hesitated but thought that I would be surprised because there was a trans in her school. She assured me that she wasn't lying etc. She said she can't even remember much about yesterday because she only slept one hour.

Now I am close to breaking up with her, but I fear that maybe she is telling the truth. She has only slept one hour that day and didn't show any major red flags through that 3 years. But the signs are kind of directing to infidelity. She also wouldn't have a chance to cheat on her trip because I know that she was with her father and her family is strict. She was with her grandma all the time. I kind of broke frame a few days before that because I was pissed that she canceled a date 1 hour before. Maybe the sex was different, more alpha than ever so she wanted to make me jealous to gain back a bit of power in the LTR? That would also explain her, eat my pussy move after sex and her asking If I am jealous because of an trans guy/girl.