sup i’m in high school 6’2 225 so i’m pretty big. one time i was in class talking shit to some dude, we got up and he pushed me and punched me when i lost my balance cuz i didn’t expect it. he was about my size, my football teammate actually. couldn’t hit back cuz teacher got inbetween us and i didn’t wanna hurt her. so i “lost that one”.

i’ve been recovering from that status wise it was pretty much over and i’ve been talking to a lot of hoes. and then when those bitches hear that i got tripped by a 140 pounder...

then earlier tonight long story short i got tripped by a way smaller guy (140lb), cuz i got no wrestling skills, i was down and choking him and not hurt at all but it still looked like i lost (it was mostly a play fight that escalated) when we was separated cuz i was under him and he got dubbed up.

i’ve been working out in the weight room right before that, we was in the locker room, my muscles absolutely wasted so i couldn’t guard well. he’s a freshman wrestler. so it’ll probably spread that i got “beat” by him and that’s embarrassing.

rumors that i got beat twice so ppl will basically think that i’m a bitch who haven’t actually seen anything. not sure what to do. is moving schools the only option? should i just absolutely batter that dude when i catch him by himself? i was also considering doing steroids so i can run through everybody and recover but that’ll take some time.