So long story short, I ended the LTR because I realized I had created a resentful person by not being fully committed (wanted to see other girls). I never saw a future with her and wasn’t 100% physically attracted.

It’s been a little under two weeks and I’ve been trying to move forward. I immediately went back to the gym (it’s been a year) and expect muscle memory to get me back to where I was in about 2 months, with plans to go further / lower BMI. I have a plate, got with her a couple days after the breakup.

I have two main questions. Should I wait and focus on myself before pursuing women again? How come I’m still getting waves of feels post break up even when I’m getting sexual satisfaction? It’s times like these where I find it hardest to apply RP principles. Most likely because I relaxed back into BP...