I used to thought I was asexual, not interested in women and figured I'm just different.

Bullshit.

I've come to the notion after a good hard contemplation session that I am afraid of showing sexual desire, afraid of looking at a woman's body thanks to some past conditioning by my parents.

AKA, my mother.

So, I wanted to know how through body language, eye contact, to just not be so afraid of the opposite gender? I don't want to be shook and frightened that Sex might happen. IS there any exercises like visualization, tricks or ways to not bottle my sexuality and drive? Basically, how do I learn to think with my dick and not let fear of rejection or the prospect of sex stop me from getting women?