This is a follow up post by the way...

So meet this girl three weeks ago, hooked up. Hung again the next week, lightly kissed her. Hung out again at a small party(about 25 people) and heavy hooking up. I wanted to take her to the bathroom and hit, but someone else was in there doing business. So we go outside and continue. After a while, we go back in, and just talk and whatever.

With a recent change in my mind, i realized it actually is better to not seek a relationship. I wouldn't mind being fwb with this girl though, shes cool.

In the past, I am notorious for texting girls i am interested in for the sake of just talking. This doesn't work and gets me nowhere. Makes me come off as needy, annoying, etc. So i stopped doing this, and only text her, along with every other girl, to make plans. This is good, but i don't want her to stop hanging because she feel as though i'm using her...I always hear girls say they wish they had a guy to just text all day, but girls never mean what they say. My only option really is to hit her up on the weekends to party with me and my wingman.

So Saturday night i had a great idea...Why not just have a small party at my apartment? This works because i'm not allowed on campus dorms(got in trouble last year, don't ask) and is an easy way for us to chill. Now you could ask 'why don't you just get lunch with her?' My answer to that is because the first time we were supposed to, she forgot and brought her friends. I weary to ask again.

Back to this planned party of mine, all i need is jungle juice and girls. I have 12 in mind that i can invite, and i have enough guy friends to even the ratio. We can drink a little, then finally i can fuck cause my bedroom is here.

I just feel like i should be doing more...Texting more to be exactly. I don't want her to feel like i'm using her, and i don't want to fall off either...I saw her today earlier but was in a rush. I texting her commenting on that. After her reply i told her i'll be seeing her soon again and left it at that... I feel like i'm tempted to fall into my old ways which brought terrible results...