So I found trp a year ago when I was 17 after a oneitis break up. I threw myself into the gym, took up sports again, read the siderbar a million times, fucked a bunch of girls.

Stats now:

18 y/o, 6’2 and 190lbs, muscular (goal is 200)

Studying for my sports science degree

Gym 4x and MMA 3x weekly, good diet

Making good money from my hustle

Have 2 plates (want more)

Fairly high social status, kinda seen as a slayer cause I fucked girls in high school

On paper I’m doing well but in reality I feel a bit lost. I’m going to college and lifting and that takes up most of my day, but days where I have nothing to do I feel super bored. I find myself thinking about girls or other useless shit. I have no purpose or mission. I have goals (save 10k and get to 200lbs) but nothing that I can really throw myself into.

Does anyone have advice on finding a passion? Something to put all my energy into? What should I do with myself?