Sorry if this isn't quite on topic, but I'm hoping to find some answers here.

I've lost (if I ever actually had it) my ability to find value in life. I have a great job that allows for me to work from anywhere in the world with limitless growth potential; I have a woman that doesn't really care what I do so long as I don't lie to her; I'm fit, talented, attractive and smart; I can talk to anyone...

So what do I do instead? I sit on my ass and watch TV, or sleep, or surf the net for all manor of bullshit. It seems like I find more value in putzing around all day and being in my head than doing things that would put some real happiness in my life.

I love my life and hate the way I am right now... but I'll be dammed if I can break out of it.

Any thoughts?