Long post, not sure which details are important.

26 y/o, swallowed the pill last December. Was a BP basket case, miserable supplicating creep who would orbit for years and never get any. You guys know the story.

Putting RP into practice, the hardest thing I found to internalize was not giving a crap what women thought of me, and not being afraid of them. Understand cognitively, yes, internalize, no. Once each of the last 3 months I got a first date from social circle (as many as in the 26 years prior), and got LJBF'd because I failed to escalate (among other reasons).

Last Sunday, arranged a date with a 32-y/o 6 on OkCupid by using an insult as an opener. Before the meeting, told myself that I WILL get a fuck out of this, and kept that mindset the whole time. Escalated mercilessly (by my standards, at least), and when she brought up her woodworking hobby, I asked her to come to my place to see the 1800's post-and-beam framing. Sold, she drove the 10 miles and the tour of historic curiosities leads to the bedroom, where she asks me to show her how to mount a shotgun, which was an excellent opportunity for more escalation. Kept escalating, we're lying on the bed, and she says she can't do this. "OK, sure", and kept going. She keeps saying no and pushing away every few minutes, so I reply in kind and try to do the "push pull" deal you guys talk about. After the third cycle or so of this (about half an hour) she says she has to leave, and sits down on the kitchen counter while I keep pushing her knees apart and alternatively pulling and pushing her away.

"I can't do this, I'm going home".

Felt like I was on autopilot, someone else who lives inside me said "OK, three strikes, you're out, see you later", and handed her coat to her. Went and sat on the porch, and as she left she asked "really?"

"Yep. Thanks for coming by". The guy who said all this was completely sincere, for a fleeting moment I did not give a shit what would make a woman happy. This is the big point for me and why I'm happy, the fact I didn't get laid is water under the bridge. Yes, I might be autistic, but the bigger problem has been solved.

Questions:

In the future, how should this resistance be handled? Should I contact her again?

I'm a very good BB (grad student, good job, no debt, can fix anything), and she knew this from what I had told her. Should I keep this shit to myself in the future?

I don't drink alcohol or watch TV, should I keep these things in the house anyway though?