Hey guys,

I started to learn about TRP after a break up 5 months ago. Within a month I was lifting, eating right, improving my career, enjoying my old hobbies, and learning game by reading and practicing at clubs.

Before all of this I was depressed i.e. thoughts of suicide, lack of motivation, numb etc. I beat depression by doing what I mentioned above. I am very grateful for this because I couldn't have done it without the information on this sub.

Currently I am experiencing a bit of game frustration. This frustration is amplified because I still think about my ex and play stupids stories in my head such as her seeing me with a hot ass girl or me seeing her with another guy and me dominating him some how. I am seeking some form vengeance or revenge. It's almost as if my intentions are in the wrong place when it comes to game. I mean don't get me wrong I'd love to sleep with other women and have those experience, but I think that the lack of this is what is preventing me from forgetting about her. I can't help but feel shitty when I see couples and stuff. I still have beta tendencies.

I understand this is not supposed to be easy and will take time. I am just having a conflict with this break up and game. Should I keep moving with game and not entertain those thoughts that I am having? Should I take a break from game until these thoughts go away? Any advice is appreciated.

I don't want to come off as a bitch, but there's no where I can post my situation without receiving shitty idealistic advice.