Alright, so I've learnt quite a few stuff in this past week of a friend showing me this subreddit. I can say that my thought process and overall thinking has changed from before, still developing though. I have read a lot posts so far(including sidebar) and I'm still confused on how to game these hoes. I don't know how to flirt, I don't know what to say when I go up to a girl and I might get a bash in my confidence when I go up to a girl as well.

Flirting has to really come out of my soul, I can't just think of something on the spot because it'll probably turn out to be actually awkward or just really bad. Whenever I get at it with some girl, it's usually out of luck, the atmosphere surrounds me with better energy and I'm way more confident or the girl is way too interested in me for her to think about what I'm going to even say.

What I think is the bad thing is that I'm too focused on how to seduce and get women and that in my mind I'm giving them too much attention and putting them in the center of my universe(when I shouldn't be doing that by any means). It may be because my thought process is undergoing change, though I'm not as thankful of the change as I should be.

At the end of the day, I just want to have a good ass time when I go out at night and not just waste it on talking about dumb ass stuff with friends, which is what I have been doing for the past 2 years.