My Ex of four years left me a couple of months ago because I scorned her pretty fucking badly. She brought over a female friend multiple times, and the friend eventually gained attraction for me. Against her wishes we all had a threesome. My ex was broken. She cried for weeks and couldn't get over me touching some one else. We ended up breaking up, but she brought her friend over for around a month after this, and the threesomes continued(I'm thinking this was so she could have an excuse to see me). I ended up giving more attention to the other girl, not only in bed, but also over the phone and while we all hung out.

Eventually she had enough of this, and she left me completely.

Recently we reconnected, and she's still obsessed with me. She's started going to therapy to get over me, and she's reading a book about getting over an Ex who's a Narcissist. It's been two months since she left, and while she claims she hasn't been touched by other men I just don't trust her. She's hiding her phone, hanging out with new guys, etc. I know it's completely unreasonable to expect her to have remained faithful to me during this time, especially since I probably made her feel like a shit stain with how low I placed her during the threesome period.

Anyone know how to deal with this sort of situation? I'd feel better with a confession on her part. You guys have to understand this is a very sweet type of girl in my eyes. She's always been respectful, obedient, and would never defy my wishes. What ever I said would be the rule in our relationship; she'd gladly have walked with me off the edge of a cliff if I told her to.

During the time we've been apart I banged three girls, and started getting serious with another girl who's agreed to remain exclusive to me(this girl knows I'm not going to be exclusive to her though).

That's the situation, now let me lay out how fucked up I am over her having been with other men. I should mention I'm on a hefty dose of Testosterone(325 mg/wk), so jealousy is naturally through the roof(although I've always been this way).

I wake up most nights and stay up for hours before going back to sleep. My mind will spin with the thought of another man sticking his Dick in my Ex. I've been in Anguish for the past two months. The thoughts of her getting fucked spin around in my mind hours each day, causing me sever anxiety and psychosis.

The thought of even fucking her again is confusing. On the one hand I'm incredibly turned on by her when the thought of her comes up, but then I imagine her with other men I instantly get soft.

I've fucked around 40 girls, and even after the breakup I also fucked girls, so I know this is a great woman to be with. I need to get over this guys. Everything else about my game is great. I have a strong frame, I'm jacked, driven, ultra Dominant, etc.

Let's talk about A. How to get her back and B. How to get over her likely having fucked other men.