19 year old. Been reading and working on trp for a couple of months. Started doing BJJ, and cutting(had always lifted but bulking did me dirty) Read no more mr. Nice guy and started models, on top of all this working on a 4.0 this semester..

The bad: this week I hVe yet to go to MMA I'm just not motivated to go. Also been lifting but not as hard, and have been breaking my cut all the time. Can't focus in school either.

I know it's not low T because I am on trt (had low t)

My issue: I think it's women. I haven't gotten laid in almost a year and it's killing me mentally. I have gone out to clubs, doesn't work. And girls in my dorm idk what to tell them. I might say "hey" and then I run out of conversation topics.

Yeah porn can do the trick, but it's just not enough. I go to one of the big schools and all I see in the snapchat is ass, ass, ass, and more ass and tits. Yet I'm a fucking loner.

Not even bad looking at all. Actually I consider myself pretty good looking I'm just killing myself right now by breaking my diet, my exercise. I just really need to get laid

I will do anything right now, go drive 30 miles and talk to girls on some other city to break approach anxiety? Hire an escort? Help me get back up on my feet please