Got dumped by my ex after 5 months last Sunday.

Literally everything in our relationship was set for failure. Her being a single child spoiled brat with a high N count, partying every weekend on drugs, smoking weed 3-4x a week, being super narcissistic sponsored by her parents.

Me entering the relationship with a scarcity mentality, failing every shit test, sex getting more rare and rare, acting like a complete beta bitch getting gaslighted.

I saw the breakup coming, so I am not as devastated emotionally. However my thoughts have been racing for a week or so. I've read every article on trp about moving on. Spent hours talking to family and friends. I can sleep but have no appetite for food or any activities at all.

And no, I don't feel like seeing other women right now. I also don't want her back.

I guess this will just take some time...