I’m seeking responses from older REAL red pill guys. I’m not talking about beta males that got walked on by females and discovered AMS so they believe they’re an “alpha male”. I’m talking about guys that have been in my situation.

Alright, so to explain my current situation, I’m currently 20, about to turn 21 in less than 2 months. I got my shit figured out, like very figured out, but there’s one thing that distracts my mind that I’d like to get a hold on, that’s women. You can’t live with them, you can’t live without them. Now I understand them, at a level beyond the conversations I see on this sub. I’ll keep it simple, since I’ve been 17, I average 10 “bodies” a year, all 8+’s. Don’t get me wrong, there’s some hiccups in there, but no more than twice a year do I smash something that I’d consider under my standards. I know what they want, I know how to get them, I know what to do with them, I get it. That’s not the problem. The problem is I don’t find fulfillment anymore in the occasional one night stands. The only reason I do it anymore is because it’s kinda cool to think in my head about all the girls I’ve smashed, and how hard they are all to get. It’s like hunting to me, but I find it pointless now. I can’t talk to them, I can’t connect with them, I honestly think the majority of them get by on just their physical appearance and have no other substance.

Now here’s he kicker, that leaves me with unicorns as options. I’m talking high smv, hard to get, intelligent, good personality, good taste in music, humor, healthy, spiritual, the whole package. Now I’d say I’m a unicorn myself, so I know what a unicorn wants, and that’s me. I find maybe 2 a year, but I refuse to settle unless we’re comparable on top of all that. I’ve been exposed to them and I know they exists. In fact, I have a handful of unicorns that don’t leave me alone, but I feel right now isn’t the time for an LTR either.

So here’s the bottom line. My main focus is being happy, healthy, and wealthy. I don’t want to think about women at all, I want to be fully focused on myself. I know the right one will come when the right one comes, but my head is always thinking about the women, and I have to fight it. I want to be focused on me and nothing else, unless it’s helping others. I deleted all my social media but every time I walk into a building I think about how I’m attracting the women I want, think about if I should or shouldn’t talk to them, knowing how much access I have puts lots of thoughts in my head I don’t want. I just want to live without thinking or caring about them.

TL;DR : I have access to lots of quality women, want to clear my mind of thoughts about them to be even more focused on myself. HELP.