So I’ve advanced in my career quite well, reaching one of top investment banks from a non-target university at 23. I have a net wealth of around 50k in assets right now. I hope to build my empire before I settle down (which I don’t want to).

I decided to go for coffee with one of my colleagues. He’s pure alpha, and he checks out girls when we get coffee. Sometimes I do but tbh I don’t really care. I’ve seen recently I’m developing this mind set on dates. I don’t care. It’s not the other person’s fault. It’s previous experiences, I’ve given a lot of people, my time, my knowledge and I’ve never got a phone call to say “Hey, how are you?”

I just can’t be bothered with chicks, it’s a waste of time and is just too much effort. Have to put on a façade. It’s got to the point where I don’t want to marry anyone because I know they are just going to screw you up. It’s also a way to concentrate on myself, I don’t want to share my time with anyone else as selfish as that sounds. Many girls have gone, one said I maybe gay, one tried to commit suicide, one was spoilt, one said I look uninterested.

I guess the question is am I just going through a phase. If I do get married I won’t end up caring anyways. “Hey, should we just get this washing machine honey?” Me: “yeah (whatever).” My colleague also imposed maybe I’m gay. I know I’m not, I saw a chick in the morning and she was really hot! However, I don’t undress her in my mind, I don’t imagine doing her either, she’s just hot. Nothing else.

Can I talk to someone on here about this…