Today I realized something. I cannot get TRP out of my head. I can't un-see or un-understand. It's fucking driving me crazy. I'm constantly analyzing every social situation, trying to decipher some imaginable code. Who is using who, what's the angle, how can I benefit, I can feel that it's making me standoffish, and aggressive socially. I can't focus. Is this normal?

I feel like I'm completely sumbmerged, and the only source of air can only be drawn in, with copious amounts of fucking black shit....

Help