So this year,I was hit with Anxiety fucking hard(shaking just by walking into the grocery store,pizza man knocking on the door).It has had its up and downs all year.I'm not sure if its a result from drug abuse or too much caffeine? Anyways I've tried multiple things,but I've had no success yet.I did manage approaching a girl which,and talking to her which boosted my confidence,but the following days all of it came back to me again.

I tried taking Boxing it helped slightly,but no really significant success.I probably should have taken BJJ instead,but I've always wanted to take Boxing.Anyways I was thinking about getting a prostitute,I was thinking maybe it could help with my Anxiety? I don't know because I'm not going to take a medication...atleast not right now.

It's not that I even have social anxiety,its like I can't talk to people sometimes.I can't explain it like if I'm not around people for days its like I forget how to socialize with others.I really want to be a good conversationalist,and be able to just talk to any girl because I'm not an ugly guy.