Finally, I told her I didn't want a relationship ship and she stuck around, she knows I just want sex and is cool with that. My problem is still breaking the blue pill, I have this tendency towards being in an ltr which wont do ever again.

I've hu g out with her a few times and got some food (always made her pay something lol) and she wants it but is with another guy that's in a deteriorating relationship, so my thoughts are just fucking steal her bang her and maybe regular fick buddy. And just kiss her even though she "says" no. Am I right on all that?????