Very new to TRP and I'm not sure I've fully swallowed it. I've been lifting for about a year now taking it very seriously the last 6 months. Anyways what I'm asking for is advice for my situation. I'm 18 btw. Also before I continue, I'm writing this in Calc and the format is going to be shit. This girl and I started snapping and she's a 9+. She is flirting and says something along the lines of going on a date. I used to be a fat piece of shit and I'm not used to this attention but I arranged to come over to her place. We talk a bit I thought it went alright but she said I was being quiet. We leave I give her a hug and part ways. We hang out a second time going to her friends party and we leave early because it was awkward and not what anyone would consider a party. We get back to her place and I feel like this is where I should've attempted something but I just left because I'm a fucking fag and now she said she doesn't think I like her. We didn't talk for a few weeks and now she's snapping me again asking what I'm doing. Idk if I can pursue this because I feel like I've already showed that I'm beta by not fucking her when it's very obvious she would've been down.