I discovered trp a few weeks ago and have been logging on every day since. I read every single post, sidebar materials and recommended books. I had many smaller revelations before but nothing quite eye-opening as this time. It's as if a rug is pulled from under me, and the world is spinning.

At first I thought some of these posts were just extreme cases written by butthurt people, but I now see these truths unfolding everywhere. AWALT. Even the women of my family eg sister. For Gods sake. This is a point of no return. Girlfriends leaving for guy's 'best friend', effectively ruining the friendship too. Wives crying divorce at the first oppurtunity. Women using sex as currency and enslaving BP men. Girls becoming self-entitled little jerks who treat men like shit. I know Pook suggests to stay optimistic as the cards are stacked in are favour, but at the moment I am very upset and my stomach is turning.

How could I live and not see this happening all around me? How could I not see the pattern? I have been spoonfed with friggin lies and fairytales. I've come to the point of giving up my religion which has succumbed to BP theory which caused me to reevaluate every value I ever held in my life. Truly am identity crisis.

I cannot interact with anyone without instantly recognizing the pattern. I wonder if any of you felt similarly and how did you cope with it.