I'm really losing my mind with this quarantine situation. I haven't gotten laid in a whole year. With the University closed I've been stuck since March in my hometown living with my parents while all my friends and social circle is at the City we study. I feel like I'm imprisoned and wasting my best years. The only joy I have right now is doing great at class (i.e. online class). I try to self improve on all areas, but still feel like shit. Of course watching stories on Instagram (e.g. my hot ex with a dude much more alpha than me when it comes to resources, thanks to his daddy but still) of my social circle makes me feel even worse (I deleted that fucking app today).

I understand a lot of people are in the same situation. What I'm asking is how do I man up and feel better? I feel empty without my life at the University pro covid and without spinning (or at least trying to spin) plates.

Do you have any advice? This situation is going to be over after February, but I'll probably be going back after march and only for a couple of months before my money runs out and have to come back to find a job (because I didn't get a Summer job due to the exam periods postponed into the summer)