Due to COVID, I’m avoiding going out to bars and shit. I don’t like germs or getting sick.

This has left with online dating. Not my favorite because my text game is very weak. Figured this was as good a time to work on it as any.

Girl I haven’t slept with yet (invited her over last night, she said no) gets drunk, texts me right as I’m finishing up some work, about to go to bed. Asks me to entertain her. I tell her exactly that, but said I could change that if she comes over.

She debates it. Then asks for the address. I sent it only to get hit with, “I’m not coming. I know you only want sex.” No shit, it’s 11 pm. So I said, “I’m not that easy lol” she then says she doesn’t know me well enough and isn’t ready for that yet. Told her to come over Monday during the day, I don’t have meetings and I’m free. We can just drink and hang out.

Says it’s too late. I’m not what she wants. I said no worries, let me know if you change your mind. And that’s that for me. If she texts again, she can come over. Otherwise, oh well.

Not the end of the world. I have another plate already and a couple other potentials. But this would’ve been nice since she’s on furlough and free during the day. I’m working from home, would’ve been convenient for me.

Feels like I had it locked up and shit myself at the end. Any saves here for next time or is this just a case of a girl who doesn’t want to look like a slut and I couldn’t have done anything about it?