I started reading the red pill at the begining of this year, but nothing in my life has changed yet. I'm 15 years old and a freshmen in highschool. I used to a nice guy to everybody, not just to girls. I only stopped recently. I still have no friends and nothing has improved. I lift almost everyday and play lots of sports(not on the school team)but none of the girls really notice me, but instead they go after guys who aren't in good shape at all.

I notice that I still get nervous when I talk to girls, especially those who have a perceived higher smv then myself. A lot of the things I read on here I can't really figure out how to apply, and I'm not really sure what to do. My smv in school is so low that even the need group can get away with making fun of me, it's pathetic. When I was beta I used to approach girls often and always be rejected, I don't want to try again because I know that they will say no. Also, I go to a private school and there's only 40 people in my grade, so I'm not sure if that's a factor.

Either way I'm just not sure what to do at this point. I've been trying to be more alpha, and to change my personality and mindset but it's not working, or it is but it's not changing anything in my life. If you need more information just ask I'd be happy to provide it.