Abundance is not a problem for me. While I don't get to fuck dozens of different women a month, I average anywhere from 5-15 a year. I could get more but I'm so busy since I work 50 hours a week and sometimes I really don't wanna go out and talk to people. Now, I've never had mommy issues in my life, even though my mom wasn't really "loving" as other moms, but I get attached so easily to the point where I'm like "dude take a step back this is too much". I just met this girl and I couldn't stop grabbing her and kissing her and while she liked it as well, I felt like it's too much you know ? Like those couples when he gives her like 100 roses and shit, I'm like dude why so many roses ?

I seriously consider seeking therapy. When I'm out with a girl that I'm not so interested in but I just want to empty my ballsack, I don't give a shit, I look at the stores and people around me, look at my phone, whatever. When I'm with a girl that I really like I don't even pay attention if it's day or night.

Any advice ?