I was at a girl’s house today for a project and my crush was there. I have no problem taking to her and her friends but it was plainly obvious that me and her friends are all just friends. All they want are older guys who they can get drunk with and who can drive (not me since I’m 16 and only drink on extremely rare occasions). I can talk to this girl no problem and we talk daily in person and very rarely on snap. The problem is that this girl literally has no flaws in my eyes. She could do or say anything to me and I’ll still be in love. I know that this is not healthy and that I need to get over someone I can’t have. It’s starting to have a bad effect on what I do daily (sometimes I find myself spacing out in math class looking or just thinking about her) I need help on how to get over her because I can’t handle all this shit these bitches are giving (or in this case not giving) me.

Edit: I think I’m in insane need of monk mode but it’s hard when you have girls literally all around you everyday.