Im young, only 19 years old, but all my friends and people around me had real emotional connections with girls in the past, i've had no such thing, no crushes, no real love, just casual sex. My friends have cried over girls before and i also think that's pathetic, but i kinda want to cry over a girl too. I think TRP has made me hate women more and more for their nature. I've had no problems with girls in the past, but my friends(which have a far better personality than i do) have, and that made me hate them even more, they just want you for your looks. I just want to have a crush like everyone else and to stop hating women, how do i do that?