I only started lurking TRP two weeks ago, I was dating this 21 year old single mother that knew in my last job , Her exhusband use to beat her, and leave her wherever he wanted, I even fight whit him on a ocassion ( I got the worst of it), from time to time, she would have her doubts and thinking about coming back with him, I would forgive her, honestly I was kinda of a douchey the last two weeks, I never care for her child, but somehow I loved the girl, she always was talking about our future. On last saturday I broke up with her, but still was in love. Then yesterday she writes to me about deciding going back whit her exhusband, going out and making out with him, then I freaked out, being the fucking beta I am and a emocional piece of shit raised by a single mother, first calling her a whore, piece of shit, etc. she would fight with me by text. After she goes to sleep, I write her, telling that I loved her, that I will change with her child, fuck until today she didnt even answer, and now I feel worst. I was thinking about contacting her husband and telling everything about us (he didnt know shit all this six months, even in the fight she would tell him that I was just a pretender) like ruining this bitch plans, she told me that she never loved me and that I was just a game, I was expecting and answer for her, and then dont talk to her anymore. Fuck, I need to feel the sastifaccion of revenge but dont know what to do.

Sorry for bad english, also never dating a single mother again.