It’s weird I have a hard time controlling emotions around this one plate...maybe because she’s hotter than the rest ? For example she showed up 30mins late...I wasn’t going to yell or anything but wanted to firmly say look you said you’d be here at this time don’t let it happen again...but I feel myself fighting smiling/grinning...why is this? Is it a nervous thing? I don’t feel so nervous but Let me know if you have any tips

Thanks