I have a messed up mentality (low self esteem,etc.) Its holding me back with girls and life in general. I was seeing a psycologist/therapist like 4 years ago but it didn't help at all. I was taking prozac but I felt nothing as in not helping me at all so I stopped taking them and lied to my parents that I was ok and no longer needed help. Last year and a half my depression feels like its getting a lot worse, I have no one close to talk to, me and my brothers never talk about our feelings or anything personal, I don't wanna tell my parents because they're already stressed out enough with their bs I don't want them to worry about me but I also don't wanna tell anybody so I don't get labeled weak and unmanly. What should I do?