Long time lurker on the trp however now I need some advice.

I went what some would call monk mode. Give a shit about others and focus on myself only. The results where great with one problem that I dont know how to fix. I am so used to focusing only on me I dont know how to get back in to life like I was before. For mainly one reason. Everything seems like pointless bullshit. In order to talk to people outside my circle of friends I have to make small talk that sees pointless so I dont do it. Everybody that doesnt understand how the world actually works pisses me off and as a result there isnt alot I can talk about with them.

Do I have to put up with a bunch of ignorant people if I want to advance in the world? I feel like it is all just a game with them where I know the results of what my actions and words will do to them and it is like I am playing and know the rules but they dont. Ill just say things to get reactions out of people now. /rant

Sorry Im sort of scatterbrained while typing this. Any advice would be appreciated.