Hey guys, Looong time lurker, first time real poster. I turned 21 recently and ive been a late bloomer all my life. Recently things have been changing and I've been getting interest from some girls but I feel like I act too childish for girls. Earlier in the summer I had a breakthrough where everything felt easy and I was doing everything right and I fucked one girl and had a long time friend from home (thats a girl) interested. She told me I "glo'd up" recently but I was too immature before, but this summer I was different. But now I'm in a rut and I feel like I fell back into old patterns of acting childish and shy and shit like that. So my question is how do I get back into the zone I was in.

Im a terrible writer btw so if I didn't make something clear let me know in the comments.