Honestly, after the clusterfuck that was my last relationship, & the embarrassment it caused me from my family (she broke up with me right before the event where was she to be introduced)

i’m not too trusting on what i’m being told by a woman these days, & because of that, i constantly make sure i’m courting other girls. All the time. Just in case.

Its been over a year and i’m now in this relationship with this one girl, but i’m basically still fucking/talking to others, & it will only increase when i get in this frat i wanna join.

I feel like i’m doing the wrong thing here, and i should drop everyone for her, yet, i also have to watch my own back, because i refuse to be in a drought & lonely.

What do i do? Am i being insecure?