Hey guys, I’m a 18yo male in my senior of high school in the states and I broke up with my ex back in July of 2017.

Some Background: I noticed in my first relationship I was very needy and my girlfriend was very psychotic and manipulative, and without TRP knowledge instilled in my brain, I left the relationship in a days thought and thought to myself that I could get better women for me because I don’t need her. We at this time we’re dating for almost 2 years! Since sophomore year...

She doesn’t fit, and I will replace her.

I knew of game near the end of our relationship, and realized that it wasn’t fitting why she liked me and that I possessed none if not some qualities that made me an alpha male or close to a man. I always felt to struggle with my masculinity.

Maybe that I was a Good Dad figure, but not Good Genes figure. I was funny, I’m a 6/10 at best and body is 8/10. I was very needy, made few decisions and was bossed around by her mind games.

What Changed: I shared my knowledge of game with a close friend, we’ll call him T. T was very athletic and smart, and we were both in the same work out program for our military until we get deployed. He later finds TRP, and shares it with me back in late August, early September.

T is very alpha in my opinion, makes decisions for himself, has 1 plate, and I had a goal and vision that he follows.

I immediately download reddit and begin reading almost daily. Absorbing much of it and trying to implement it into my daily life much like game. What I noticed is that reading everything I could and re-reading, I still couldn’t remember critical parts of my steps to creating a plate.

The Problem: No matter what I read, I can’t fully absorb it. I know little how to act, when to step my foot down in situations, or how to appear alpha. I try to read and apply all principles but forget.

Give me your suggestions of what I can do to remember core principles of TRP. Anything is appreciated, thanks guysI’ll appreciate anything.