I'm having probably opposite problems then majority here. I'm pretty well off, really good looking (was a model) and I am competitive athlete (martial arts and few beach body competitions if that counts as athlete). I'm traveled, smart, less or more whole package.

My problem is not that I'm blue pilled or that I'm a bitch, or that I'm timid. My problem is the opposite - I'm too much into idgf, I'm too bold, too direct, maybe too aggressive. I had hard periods in life which made me lose my human side, I think. I went out, and on my natural tendencies I it added more. Something was wrong.

I didn't recognize the problem, and when I somehow found trp, I took all the advice - lift, outgoing, bold, anyway everything I already had. Now I'm too weird or too free, so to say, that I lost ability to connect to others as I liked. I look ripped enough, I'm confident enough, I need a way to humanize now.

I think I lost lot of girls and other things by acting wrong. Yes I get laid a lot, but with what kind of girls? I'm not looking for her to be some kind of unicorn, but not being absolutely shallow would be nice. If sex is all I wanted from women I would just pay a good clean hooker. Lately any good girl I met (for me that means thin, pretty face, young add at least some character) blowed me off and reason is not my SMV (trust me) it's because I'm just in some wrong place in my head.

Any similar experiences...or advice? I'm typing this from mobile phone so it's not coherent..thanks.