I have no friends. Nothing. No one wants anything to do with me. Everyday in High school I always go to the bathroom and cry there in secret contemplating whether i should kill myself or not. I hate myself. I hate my family. I Have no one. I've never even kissed a girl before or even hold hands with any girl. Hardly made any gains from going to the gym. I always hear about my classmates hanging out with their friends on the weekends holidays and how much 'fun' they had with their friends; whereas i do nothing. No one texts me or even asks me to hang out. Whenever i try to speak to someone they just act like i'm completely irrelevant and want nothing to do with me. Even the people in my class; fuck them. I try being friends with them and talking to them but they treat me like shit; this happens so often. To top it off in the same class i have oneitts for this girl who keeps on purposefully trying to make me jealous and hurt me. Even the teachers treat me like shit. My own mum told me to kill myself. Everyday in class at school i have to stop myself from crying because of the pain, and when i can't i go to the bathroom where no one can see me. I speak to no one in class and stay quite whereas everyone is talking and laughing. I can't just go and speak to girls because i'm ugly and none of them want me. Why don't people like me? Whats wrong with me?