Hello guys

When I first discovered the red pill, I felt like I was reborned. I was determined, had goals, motivated, loved the pain and used it to grow everyday. I was not afraid to be alone, wanted to meet new people, had all the enthusiasm to do everything and anything. I was fearless, felt like the red pill gave me super powers

It’s been 2 years and survived covid... I feel dead inside, everything is so different about me now. I have no passion, everything seems pointless, I care about people more than myself sometimes, I’m unhappy, I have no sense of direction. I lost

My question is, how do I get that passion and winning feeling back when I’m lost?