I've been in a relationship for 3 months with my gf, it hasn't been easy, I suspect she cheats on me, not out of any of my own insecurities but rather based on her behavior. It drives me mad, I've lost sleep over this and recently I was dropping her off at her dorm when she told me that she wanted to be dropped off at this party close to times square - this bothered me a lot. I'm on the path of recovery from my alcohol and drug use as well as being bipolar. I don't think I am honestly ready or prepared for a relationship, especially not this one. I need advice please.