I am in university. There was this stoplight party (singles wear green, not wear red) where surprise surprise every guy had green and I could not see any girls with green on the day. This was close to valntines day.

The night was a waste. Now as the week of class moved onto Wednesday I was possibly asked out by a girl ho recognized me from that party. Problem is I am the ultimate shitlord when I am shit tired and that's what I was since I got 8 hours of class that day of the week. My way of acknowledging her was beyond rude and this happens to me all the time when I am mentally drained, I need the limitless pill more than anything so I can be at peak mental performance.

Anyway. I can read from her she took offense to me and walked off. I thought of approaching her the following week but it just seemed like it would be awkward.

Maybe I might spot her in some lecture hall next semester. Main thing holding me back from trying to open an opportunity to get with her is that it fucking sucks when your approach at one girl in university gives a bad vibe and she becomes a future cockblock out of spite later. Had this happen to me in community college, fucked up a perfect chance with a girl who had a 10/10 personality.

It's summer now and it isn't a concern coming around too soon, it's just on my mind right now.