Hi guys!

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Longtime lurker here! I'm going to post this on multiple subreddits for more opinions & thoughts. Thank for your advice in advance!!

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Background:

I met my girl on tinder. After a few dates, She became my fwb. I wanted more, so we tried an open relationship, which lasted a month-ish. It ended when she couldn't deal with the feelings of jealous. Oh well, it was fun. Then, we started exclusively dating. Six months later, she moved from across states for me. She is a pharmacist who has great hours and lifestyle.

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Currently, gf lives with me, mostly rent free. I will probably propose to her at the end of the year. I'm happy with her. I have been honest and transparent with her from the beginning and she seems to accept me for who I am. We fuck almost daily. We have traveled together. she has met my parents and accepted my sexual desires. I like the idea of "swinging". We went to a sex club together and enjoyed it. In the club, we watched other couples/groups fuck. We had sex in the open. It was fucking awesome. We didn't have sex with anyone else.

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The Issue:

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Recently, I asked her to have third during sex. She was hesitant, but is trending towards that idea. She is willing to experiment with a prostitute. But, in return, she wants to download tinder and go on random dates with guys and couples. However, I'm banned from downloading tinder, because she is jealous. Personally, I'm not sure if I should care about her going on Tinder dates. She says she wont fuck anyone, but you know, cant really trust it.

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Interestingly she matched with a few couples on tinder and we are planning on meeting up with them after Corona. We might swing with them, if they are on the same vibe as us.

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The Judgement:

I'm looking for validation of my path. AM I a cuck or alpha? I don't know. I'm getting everything I want, but I feel a little weird? Am I the one creating the frame or is my frame bending?