I am an Indian guy who posted here couple of times and got a good taste of TRP, lol. It seems to me people here are not fan of Indians. Anyway, read further before you call me out.

I carefully thought my situation and leaning towards conclusion drawn below. I am 31 years old and have lost a lot of hair. I do shave my head. I have been going to the gym and lifting for a few years now. However, I eat Indian food mostly. I have lost 20 lbs at least and now look far slim than I was in 2012. I don't have body of Jason Statham or any other bald ripped guy. It's very unlikely that I will have that kind of body because of Indian food.

I work in software dev from 8 am to 6 pm. Then I go to the gym. Occasionally I go for hiking or to coffee shops. I can talk to women if I see some IOIs. However, Indian people have very bad impression in general here at west coast. I don't have body odor, neither I am creepy Indian dude.
It's mostly media potrayed picture and Indian girls. Indian girls are biggest sluts of all time. They spread rumors about Indian guys and always treat other Indian men as subordinates. I think white girls have far better manners in terms of dealing with people and being really a nice woman.

I thought of fucking women here and there but so far I have had zero luck. In fact, if I look back now I feel that I have wasted so much time dealing with bullshit women put out and not fuck with me. I could have just gone for hookers consistently ( as I did that twice ) and could have satisfied by biological need.

Tinder and online apps has really fucked up dating aspects for average and below average looking men like me. Media portrayal has added spice to it that Indian/asian men are not good. Almost all women in their 20s and early 30s ( 21 to 33 ) do look for white cock. Only post wall women who have been pumped and dumped and have pussy hole as wide as galaxy look for settling down. There also bald men are secondary choice.

I am not ranting or I certainly don't have low confidence. It is opposite in fact. I have been told I am one of the most narcissistic, selfish, cold-hearted, ruthless person. I have told a few women who acted bitchy to behave themselves on the face.

I think I should probably seek a girl from India or SE asia whose life I can improve 1000x times. Imagine a girl who has never seen outside world, have had less than 2 sexual partners ( or virgin ) and willing to cook and obey the orders. Finding such girl in US is beyond imagination.

I think I should stop pursuing women altogether and work on my life mission. There is no point in wasting time and trying to get a pity sex and fuck these pumped/dumped women.

I have been rejected by at least 100+ women by now ( online dating + in person approach ). I am not gay 1 trillion percent for sure. I am just tired of bullshit and not seeing any result whatsoever.

What are your thoughts? Am I pussy for pursuing women in US like everyone else does?